Asian, Church, and Comfortable: -First and foremost I hate rejection.
Read this story till the end or don’t read
all; there is an announcement at the en
-My heart honestly can’t take any more
rejections. Go easy on my fragile soul!
-I see lots of couples together and I get
So today I was in the library. I saw this girl
sitting in the cubicle over and I wheeled
my chair over to her. I said ‘hi. She
envious (not right I know but wellp that’s
the way things are).
-I’ve seen lots of overweight/below avg
looking guys with very attractive poartners.
And lots of people say "well it’s because
they have a great PeRSonAliTy".I mean
as tempted as I am to call bullshit on thatI
also just don’t give a damn anymore…if
immediately responded with ‘why are you
here?’ ‘Uhm well I just saw you sitting here
and I thought I’d come introduce myself
heh… (long silence).. ‘uhm well my name
what’s yours? what is this
for?’ ‘Uhmm, uhh friendship?’ Annoyed
have a shit personality which makes me
she replied ‘there’s plenty of other girls
unlovable then so be it.
here go hit on one of them.’ The end.
-it takes me a really long time to get
comfortable around people and no girl
has ever waited for me to blossom.
-I am currently on antidepressants- and
they help, but why should I have to take
antidepressants because I can’t find a gf?
Anyways, moving on. Well let me share
some of my fragmented thoughts so you
catch a glimpse into my thought process;
honestly I really hate saying a lot of these
things but I feel as though I shouldn’t lie to
Is love too great a favour to ask from the
people about the thoughts that cross my
world? If it is then this is not a world I want
to live in.
– get that most Asian girls prolly don’t like
brown guys but I’ve seen it done before
and hopefully a girl would be willing to
-Why is it that old men can find a pretty
girl to fuck in a brothel but I can’t find one
to grab tea with?
overlook this characteristic (not that I
-Everywhere I go there’s never any
personally feel it is one needing to be
overlooked but w/e)
I’m lonely. So. Fucking. Lonely.
attractive girls. Semester after semester
my classes are devoid of them. My church
has none, went to several other churches
and they had none. Some churches had
-I feel as though given the lifespan of
humanity in the majority of history, human
some but there was a lot of politics
beings and particularly males were not
involved (which there’s not enough space
meant to be single for so long.
It’s really hard to tell if women are
to write about). My high school(s) didn’t
have many and all the ones there were
actually sexually attracted to men (dm me
for details), maybe on avg their libido is a
lot lower to the point of negligence but
I feel as though finding a girlfriend is
moreso being in the right place at the right
time than physical attraction (unless you
are insanely good looking) -in which case
anyways-I don’t know enough about
them to draw any conclusions.
-Lastly, and most importantly, I need a girl
I still have every right to hate my
to be my hero and save me from the
trenches of loneliness and misogyny.
this guy i met on tinder…