Asian, Church, and Comfortable: -First and foremost I hate rejection. Read this story till the end or don’t read В all; there is an announcement at the en -My heart honestly can’t take any more rejections. Go easy on my fragile soul! -I see lots of couples together and I get 2 1 So today I was in the library. I saw this girl sitting in the cubicle over and I wheeled my chair over to her. I said ‘hi. She envious (not right I know but wellp that’s the way things are). -I’ve seen lots of overweight/below avg looking guys with very attractive poartners. And lots of people say "well it’s because they have a great PeRSonAliTy".I mean as tempted as I am to call bullshit on thatI also just don’t give a damn anymore…if immediately responded with ‘why are you here?’ ‘Uhm well I just saw you sitting here and I thought I’d come introduce myself heh… (long silence).. ‘uhm well my name what’s yours? what is this for?’ ‘Uhmm, uhh friendship?’ Annoyed is have a shit personality which makes me she replied ‘there’s plenty of other girls unlovable then so be it. here go hit on one of them.’ The end. -it takes me a really long time to get comfortable around people and no girl has ever waited for me to blossom. -I am currently on antidepressants- and they help, but why should I have to take antidepressants because I can’t find a gf? Anyways, moving on. Well let me share some of my fragmented thoughts so you catch a glimpse into my thought process; honestly I really hate saying a lot of these things but I feel as though I shouldn’t lie to Is love too great a favour to ask from the people about the thoughts that cross my world? If it is then this is not a world I want mind: to live in. – get that most Asian girls prolly don’t like brown guys but I’ve seen it done before and hopefully a girl would be willing to -Why is it that old men can find a pretty girl to fuck in a brothel but I can’t find one to grab tea with? overlook this characteristic (not that I -Everywhere I go there’s never any personally feel it is one needing to be overlooked but w/e) I’m lonely. So. Fucking. Lonely. attractive girls. Semester after semester my classes are devoid of them. My church has none, went to several other churches and they had none. Some churches had -I feel as though given the lifespan of humanity in the majority of history, human some but there was a lot of politics beings and particularly males were not involved (which there’s not enough space meant to be single for so long. It’s really hard to tell if women are to write about). My high school(s) didn’t have many and all the ones there were actually sexually attracted to men (dm me for details), maybe on avg their libido is a lot lower to the point of negligence but rejected me. I feel as though finding a girlfriend is moreso being in the right place at the right time than physical attraction (unless you are insanely good looking) -in which case anyways-I don’t know enough about them to draw any conclusions. -Lastly, and most importantly, I need a girl I still have every right to hate my environment(s). to be my hero and save me from the trenches of loneliness and misogyny. this guy i met on tinder…